ruderubicante:

Because I would put him in a dress if the game allowed me to. (He’d look fabulous)

*drools*

REBLOG if you have amazing talented artist friends!
hitoame113:

tried out the pencil brushes. Like how it turned out.

hitoame113:

tried out the pencil brushes. Like how it turned out.

gimmesylvari:

Kögwyhle, my grumpy Soundless Engie.
He had some troubles with the Inquest in the past and has got some kind of plant overgrowth problem since then.

tried out the pencil brushes. Like how it turned out.

tried out the pencil brushes. Like how it turned out.

luigigrivera:

i can’t stop laughting

ахахаха! Русские богатыри снова в действии! XD

luigigrivera:

i can’t stop laughting

ахахаха! Русские богатыри снова в действии! XD

First doodles after quiet some time to get back into drawing.

Aeryl (to the left) is mine, Ophidian is Rubi’s

thornedembers:

ele skills are amaze

thornedembers:

ele skills are amaze

When that one person logs on

didtheydiddleyet:

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It’s not cute or graceful either it’s as if you actually body slammed into them its uncomfortable and painful.

hho-hhe:

When someone unfollows me I take it very personally.

here you go, Sir Mortimer!

or Morty for short C:

I’M BACK!

…Sort of?

So, where to start? ^u^ I’m not really good at words, but I surely can tell that the wedding was awesome! Tiresome, but awesome. So many feels ;w;

I won’t share any photos though, not here at least, only with the closest friends in skype *nodnod*.

Next up are some great news like I FINALLY bought myself the laptop I always wanted Lenovo IdeaPad Yoga 2  And I’m so happy with it ;w;

My husband and I now live at our own place either, so there’s no more parents mocking and yelling at us all the time, we can finally do whatever we want to, and the first thing we did was buying a baby snake, who got the name Sir Mortimer vuv. He’s uber cute and we both love him <3

There’s stil a lot to do and I need quiet some time to return to my usual sheudule and get back to tumblr and drawing (I still owe a certain someone a commission and the giveaway prizes) though my dream about cintiq isn’t going to get fulfilled *sadface* It was either laptop or cintiq :’<

Turns out I missed quiet a lot of stuff in gw2 and unfortunatelyI can’t say I’m super excited toplay it, I’m burned out for that game and most likely won’t play it for some more time (unless somebody manages to get my curiosity back)

And that’s it I guess, all the current news about Hitoame’s irl life that no one’s interested about

Love all of my followers, thank you for sticking up with me ^3^

So, guess it’s story telling time, huh?
…Unfortunately the last two months were hard ones. Starting with laptop getting broken only after three months of usage and ending up with stress and anxiety again.

There was one good thing though, they let me have a new laptop, a better on, at least here says it’s better…I HATE it. Absolutely hate this new device. To tell the truth I have never been so angry and disapponted about any of my devices, because I’m always extremly picky when it comes to technology, but this time I couldn’t pich up the thing I wanted, I had only one option and it’s this abomination I’m typing from this very moment. It’s big, heavy, sharp edges, a lot of useless additional stuff, the plastic feels cheap, the keyboard is skipping letters, the touchpad is so bad I don’t even have words to describe it. All in all, I hate this abomination of a laptop and my old one back, or at least the next model in the series, but as you can guess Hito doesn’t have enough money for additional payment that would be something about 100$.

that was just one of the many troubles I have in my life at this moment. The nightmares haven’t gone anywhere, every single night I have troubles to sleep because of them and that for I guess over a month now, it’s hard, the stressed that caused these nightmares just merged with the stress from the nightmared and it’s getting on my nerves pretty badly. My social anxiety and low self esteem problems are back, making me feel worthless and hated by almost everyone. The art skills got worse and I hate it just as much as the laptop. I constantly feel sick, almst everythng trggers some sort of panic, even eating has become something that makes me feel scared for no reason and makes me want to puke in some utter disgusting fear.

And there’s one thing that makes this whole situation even worse - I have my wedding in two weeks. Yup, I’m getting merried and the stress is mostly caused by all the organisations and preparations, by my mom that never ever supports me and only yells and mocks on me. She even said that I diclined the offer to go have a look at the restaurant because I’m not interessted in my own wedding and NOT because I was loosing conciousness becaus of sudden low blood pressure. Sometimes I hate her so much…

Anyway, I feel horrible, pretty much everythng triggers panic and anxiety, no relief on tumblr, gw2 other games or art. The only thing keeping me out of snapping is skype where is my dear salad husbando, and precious friends, thugh aswell as people I would like to forget, but their name pops up every now and then…

Sorry for the very longs post, I had to get this out of my mind and also to tell that I’d take a break from tumblr for idk how long. The giveaway art is gonna be dome most likely after the wedding when things calm again.

Sorry for anything I’ve ever done to any one, love you all <3

Do you ever just meet one person

and at first it is awkward

then you start talking

and its like

“holy crap where have you been all my life”